Tilaukseen?

Jatkaisin tätä kirjoittamista vaikka miten pitkään, mutta huomenna on art360 kirjanpito koulutus ja nyt tämän tytön pitää mennä vain auliisti nukkumaan.

Illan kokouksesta Arjushkan kaa vielä, että päästiin sen verran pitkälle asioissa, että kontaktikirjaa alan pitämään ja toisekseen tavoitteiden kirjaamista ihan aktiivisesti.

Ensimmäinen tavoite onkin nyt alkaa saamaan jälleenmyyjiä (1/kk) ja näin verkosto kasvaa ja kehittyy, myös itse sitoudun sitten kouluttamaan näitä ihmisiä.  Eli joka lailla monipuolinen juttu.

Toiseksekseen pikku etappeja on otettava koko ajan, kontaktikalenteriin soittoja joka viikolle jonkin verran.  Messut pitää varata ensi kuun alkuun. Eli kovasti olisi hommia.

What did I do on monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday  and today on friday 9th of October?  If I give an aswer for this week, I wouldn´t be satisfied. At the beginning of the week monday and tuesday I was sick, but despite of that I wrote two invoices. Luckyly I had a reason to write it, because of the work done last week. I was still doing quite badly on tuesday, but I took care of my 4 -year old daughter and we had a such hug day. She wanted to stay on the soffa with me and watch cartoons. She told me laudly that “Today is my day off, I´m not going to do much”. That was ok for me because of still quite sick feelings.

What was good about those first two days. First of all I quit coffee drinking  and still on friday haven´t  drunk any coffee. I stayed with my daughter a day home.

On wednesday I had a morning for myself. In the afternoon I went to the closest store where I could buy some material for my forthcoming picture painting work. I ask from salesman how much would be the wooden panel work my oil painting. It was  over 15 €/m2. So I drove my BMW Z3 Roadster to the rubbish cans of that store and loaded it full with those ready cut pieces of wooden panel. My car has only two seat and no roof (caprio), so I drove home, now roof and panels standing direction of heaven (I´m living in Finland, was quite cold and windy, but luckuly no rain at the moment). Funny! I got some smily look, and I smiled back. After that I painted those panel white, ready for oil paints.

Also I cleaned a some paper material to recycling and set up a recycling place close to our back door. There I can make glass jarn, paper and all recycables in order.

On wednesday I also visited one very interesting happening for women. It was about the recovery, but as I was lisening the person, Ms. Päivi Niemi, I found out that it was more like to developing yourself, understanding your strenghts, weaknessies in peace. Wonderful! I also met one very beautiful lady, who was a teacher and beauty consult. I have always thought that I have to learn basic skills how to treat my customers as I sell Aloe Vera products, which is one of the areas of my business. We changed business cards and I told that I´m going to visit in her beaty salon, which is actually very close to my husbands work place.

Thursday, let me see what the calender is saying, nothing, so that´s why I don´t remember right away. I jogged for an hour and swom  for a while, did some exercise for my hands etc. had a nice shower with aloe vera products. In the afternoon I called to my artist friend and we agreed the theme to our exhibition in Hervanta Library. I also forwarded that info for library head person. Theme will be the whole woman, whole women.  It´s about feeling whole, not broken, and how well art is playing part on it. I also planned to do flyer for the exhibition and it will present me and my friend pictures on our hands. I´ll also do some postcards out of the flyer and just carry those to the mailboxes. There might be a little too little time. That´s the one point I´m always unsatisfied. There is never enough time.

Please let me use my time better and better. Remember me to do evaluation every week!

Ohjaajamme heittää meille kysymyksen: ” Mikä on tunteiden väärinkäyttöä?” Yksi naisista vastaa, että kun syön jäätelöä pahaan oloon. Ompa pinnallinen näkemys, ajattelen. Toisella ongelmana kiroileminen, kun se on tullut tavaksi. Ymmärtää kyllä että tunne pitää pukea sanoiksi ei kirosanoiksi. Itsekin haluan ilmaista syvimmän huoleni itsestäni. Mitä, jos petän itseäni, ja annan toisten päättää puolestani asioita, joita en oikeasti halua, annan “jyrätä itseni”.

Itseasissa jo tuon ääneen sanominen ison naisporukan keskellä helpotti oloani tulla neuvokkaammaksi. Ohjaajan neuvot olivatkin:
1. Tunnista
2. Tunnusta
3. Toimi

Pohdittavaksi: Miten hyvissä väleissä olet itsesi kanssa?

Sinä itse… olet elämäsi tärkein henkilö… pidä siis siitä huolta!

Kokonaisen ajojahti alkakoon!

Terveisin, Eeva  “ensimmäinen nainen”